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Tuesday 26 July 2011

Mariah Carey Through the Rain




Hi people! How u doin? I hope u all fine and happy..there’re many things that happened to me lately.. but i dont have time to tell u all..i am just kidding..haha..just lazy..
has UPU fever gone..? i am sure that it will never go away.. it is the thing that very important that making what are you for the next 4 or 5 years later..how is it feel? Sucks or the happiest thing? Not all the things that we all want it will be ours..there are some circumstances that we never could avoid it.. we have to be strong to face the new challenge for the next everyday.
I’ve applied a few colleges..and i made my decision with all my heart.. i thought all the things that  will happen in the future..yeah,, we cant make the future but we can plan.. if we are plan to fail, we fail to plan. I know.. not all people are perfect,, we just human,, we make mistakes,, nobody knows inside us.. neither us.. some people take a long time to figure out what they want it.. we must have sth to be the aim that we should be  lived..many people take a short way which is suicide to let the problems go away... i know,, some of u,, have thought this before...but it is very wrong from the prospective of Islam.. Islam is  the easiest... i am very grateful  that  i am a muslimah.. not all people have this chance.... so,, we should be very grateful to Allah,, because of the opportunities. we are not alone in this world,, we have Allah,, to make us strong each time we get through the fear.. we must take that and learn,, and do many of prays in this world to be a good person..yeah,, we cant be perfect,, but all people can try to be perfect..
 we cant run from problems.. i know,,..just be yourself..all probs have their own solution... we must act the intelligent one to cope with them...from the mistakes,, we learn.. from the experiences, we learn.. 1 mistake= 1 experience ..so we dont take 2 same experince..just enough for one,, isn’t it...yeah,, it is...
Sometimes,, we are just to exhausted to face the world,,,.. it’s normal.. take your time and rest.. take a nap.. just  pampered yourself after a hard work... that’s not wrong .. that is what we need to make a better for the next time..but the worst part is if we find a stuck way..dont be depressed, frustrated, miserable, just keep hold on to our faith.. there is hope for everything,, just dont lost it ..you will find your way..never give up.. everything happen for a reason.. we cant be anyone else.. we can be only us..that makes us  the real thing.. Some lessons are best learned through pain. And sometimes, our visions become clear only after our eyes are washed with tears. One thing, , the forgiveness is the best way to let it go.. the grudge can be the thorns in our pure hearts.. with the black hearts,, will achieve nothing.. thats not what we want..
Life is the precious thing.. dont waste it,, just enjoy it..nothing less but something that is very a thing.. so dont stop believing!
Ok3,,, next,,, is my story,,..
I got these offers
CUCMS-pharmacy
UniKL-chemical engineering
AIMST-MBBS
UPU-chemical engineering UiTM
Which one will you choose...? different people, different choices.  Every  rose has its thorn.. my dream is to be a chemical engineer... it is so cool..about the processes,, oils,, that’s my type...my interest...at the end,, i choose AIMST..that’s what  my parents want...it is not enough if the only me feel happy..if my parents happy,, so do i.. if i choose chemical engineering,, so just only me that happy..i dont want that.. i want all to be happy. Everyone wants to be happy, nobody wants to be in pain, but you can't make a rainbow, without the rain.. i cant be selfish..i hope this is the best choice that i have made in my entire life. I know that, this is not easy but we must believe that we can do it. If not us, who will believe it?.friends ,, just support me..i really need that.. i hope i could fall in love to MBBS..pray for my success... 
new life, new hope, new beginning..

Sunday 3 July 2011

The Script - For The First Time



last wednesday,, i went to terengganu...i met some friends there...we first met at universiti teknologi puncak alam... :D...they were nice to me..i really appreciate that...they brought me around Terengganu..i had so much fun there...i went to the shops that selling 'baju kelawar',, because my sister wanted it...ouh,, on the way to Terengganu,, we stopped at Sikh,, buy some pillows that were made from 'kabu'..hehe..i wanna thank them...heloo,,, thanx!!!...haha..but i never forget ikups friends...i know we went through all pains and happiness together..when it rains,,cold, sunny days,, we helped each other to give strength to others,, motivate to reach our goal,,teachers' goal..school's goal...we are here(wherever it is),, because of all supporters...we must thanx them and be grateful to Allah,, because of Him,, we succeed...





                                                            nice post,, right???haha

Wednesday 22 June 2011

Daughtry - Life After You



is there anybody hates tomyam???  yes you are..............whatever.. today, my mum has made hot spicy tomyam...yeah,,, i know,,, you want it...just move on men!!! haha...there are chilies, chicken, shrimps, cuttlefish,,
mushrooms,, carrots, beef,, and some more!! what else do wanna about tom yam?  should i googled ot for you? just do it by yourself!!  hehe..  one thing that i like about tom yam is that it is very nutritious, less carbohydrate..ok fine!! i wanna go to college.. i am very very very boring right now..  yet,,  i can be a psycho!!




enjoy your meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday 20 June 2011

brunch,, i guess :P

yesterday,,, doesnt much happen.. i woke up, prayed. then, grabbed yesterday newspaper.. and though, how's boring! then, i made fried rice..it tasted delicious..just cut some onions and added some ikan bilis... 'tada!!!!'

Simple Plan - Shut Up! (Official Video)



right now, i just  want to figure out what gonna be happened to my future, i am trying to know more about myself,. i just cant figure out, what is my passion?????!!!
maybe i have made mistakes in my life,.. yeah, so what?? i am human. human will never be perfect. how about you?
it is not wrong if we are hoping for the best...
hope makes me alive. hope is very important to me..
i am just want to be happy with what i am doing,, but the truth is , i just try to be happy eventhough i  hate to that..
what is wrong with me???
am i nuts??
yes,, i am nuts,..
i hope i will be okay.....

cheese cake

i love cheese cakes. they melt my heart right away. not men! haha. cheese cakes can renew my vigour.. i am helpless. i can not control myself from not eating them happily! i feel fatigue if i dont eat them..when the hectic days coming,, cheese cake is the best solution to control my depression~~~






so nice!!!!!!!!!
i want them now!!!!!!!!
or 
i kill you!!!

Tuesday 14 June 2011

One In A Million Cover (Neyo) - Jason Chen ft. Verseatile




like this song..
music makes my life meaningful...listening to music makes me happier and i can forget all my problems..
the beloved singer is mariah carey.. i love her songs.. her songs are inspiring me.. however,we must always remember The Almighty..that never ever you try to forget that..

crucial

yo man!! there is no interesting will be happening today, i guess.. but something is really touch my soul.. i watched oprah show just now..they discussed about bullies problem.. there are many kids out there killed themselves because of depression...so touching.. i cried... their mothers was so sad...they lost their sons and did not expect that their sons were willing to die rather than lives...bullies problem is a serious problem that should take seriously by community..the frustrated parents came out to the oprah shows and shared their stories to the world so other people will not get the same situation as they are...i am so thankful that my friends are not like them..my friends always here beside me,,when i need help...

(tergeliat lidah aih)

follow2 la yer~~~

just breath

assalamualaikum...i am new here,,, i dont know what should i tell you..let me tell you about myself...i was born on sixth jan 1992 in lousiana, baton rouge, usa. aku bukan org putih pon,  aku org kedah ja,,..hehe...let us proceed,,,i am the third of 5 siblings...elder sister is a lawyer and happily married,,, my only brother is a doctor and happily married too....and the annoying sisters in MRSM..what happen to me now? do you wanna know?
i'm just a jobless kid that awaiting for upu result!!...ok,,, i feel many people out there dissatisfied about my broken english..just move on man!!!haha!!!the truth is i love my 19teen life but feel so boring, just sleep, eat, surfing, do nothing!! so stressful !! about me:
a malaysian,
muslimah, 
single-mingle=tringle..hahaha...
i'm not that desperate,,hahaha. 
school: 
sekolah kebangsaan jitra
sekolah kebangsaan sultan ahmad tajuddin
sekolah menengah jitra
sekolah berasrama penuh integrasi kubang pasu
universiti teknologi mara-foundation in science-2010/2011
 where will i do bachelor study?
pending................................................
fav. color:
black
blue
fav. food:
everything halal la
latest fav. song:
fav. movies:
discovery,national geography,, just kidding lol
anything horror, thriller
ambition:
pending..........LosT....................
but i'm sure i want to gain happiness in world and after world........
ouh,,, the important people in my life,,mother n father,,,love you all!!!you  give me everything that i want it,..
the usual things for me are:
hungry all the time
sleeping all the time
lazy
blurr
rare
weird
abnormal
one thing that i will never forget;-friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you all very nice to me,, i love teasing you guys,,hehe
(heartless)
friends forever!!!!!!!!!!!!bff!!!

 the goal:
reaching for the stars

i think that's all for today,, dont forget to follow!!!
(kalau aku silap2 skit tu ,,sorry la ye,, teguq2 je ler~~~)